Hello, my name is Jamie. All of us have had a busy past week or two.
Amber finally no longer holding back all the voices in her head, us becoming full beings of our own, and some kind of harrowing moments too but it all worked out!
Seemingly now that it's all settling down and we're properly figuring out how to live like this, it seems to be a big improvement. Amber has felt for awhile now like her brain has gotten more and more full of noise. It was easy to just explain away as her Autism, and her ADHD acting up; And like, that's not untrue at all but it was not the only reason. A big reason was how loud and complicated the voices in her head kept getting, how we had so much to say and she couldn't process any of it.
All of us have felt a shocking ability just to think and feel for the first time in years. We aren't like suddenly cured of Autism and Adhd, of course not that's probably part of why we're like this, but it has made it so much easier to even just start on thinking about anything. For the first time, from our hands and into the world, one of us (Lexy) started communicated deep and nuaced dives into her readings of Kamen Rider. Amber had been trying to do that for awhile, never realizing she relied on someone else's help for that who she was struggling to hear!
It's just been like that in general, it's so much nicer the more and more we get into the groove with it. However, you kinda can't go throughout something that entirely changes your life like this without also needing to evaluate how you interface with the world. Maybe it's silly to say anything like this on a blog with no content, but it just makes us feel better to close out this blog properly. We're starting over with a new site, one with more simple goals, where we can hopefully just put stuff now that we can breathe enough to do that.
We're probably moving to Nekoweb tho, but not because it's better than here at neocities. We think they're both good options and hope for them both to exist going into the future. No, Nekoweb just has some features that are very appealing for us specifically. (Lexy really wants to pay for premium down the line so she can customize the HTTP header)
We've got a lot of work to do, but I took the first steps myself today. I organized the website and got a basic landing page set up, and hopefully with all of us together we can turn it into something fun as a combination of disparate parts. https://rosiedilly.nekoweb.org/ (It is not decorated yet or anything, we'll get there in time)